New Dawn, New Hope - Chapter 8

NEW DAWN, NEW HOPE

Pairing : Colin/Jared or Alex/Phai or who you want to imagine.

Disclaimer : All ressemblance with real person will be totally fortuitous.
Rating : Rather M chapters
Warning : Suicide, language, sex, violence
Summary : A student obliged to prostitute to pay the debt of his father meets a former mercenary become an influent businessman. From this meet, will a new hope be born for the two of them ?
A/N : Another short chapter after a long time to update, sorry for the delay !

Chapter 8

When you hold me, when you hold me in your arms
Oh when you hold me, yeah I can feel your heart
When you hold me, when you hold me in your arms
Oh when you hold me, yeah I can feel your heart beating

Suddenly I'm standing on a treetop up so high
And all the songs, and all the poems, suddenly they're right
And I'm dumbfounded by the breadth of your self control
But I don't care 'cause you're here, and you and I both know

(Tom Odell, Hold me)

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ME

OUTBREAK CHAPTER 29 (NOW WITH ADDED BRAINS)

OUTBREAK CHAPTER 29
Warnings: Blood/gore slash/sex ( might be), Horror, language, violence
Beta: MYR=)
Disclaimers: It’s only fiction. The real persons mentioned belong to themselves. The original characters are people who are made up I’m not making any money with this( though someday I might)
Summary: People have been turned into flesh eating Zombies, the cause unknown though it might have something to with that secret army base. Those that survive the onslaught now must fight to keep themselves from joining the undead horde.

NOTES FROM THE WRITER.
So Sorry this has taken so long to update ( I know I say that a lot) however this time it is different. I just didn't believe in my stories anymore be it my fanfiction or the one that I hope to see published one day. I tried to keep calm and carry on (as the Brits say) but if there is no magic no joy in what you write how can you carry on so a step back or several was needed. But it was only natural that I started to think about the characters I just dumped and tiny sparks of ideas began to form. I have finally picked up a pen/pencil and began to write again. So please bare with me as I find my place and pick up where we left off.


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I Long

Title: I Long
Pairing: Jared Leto/ Colin Farrell
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: The men mentioned in this story belong to themselves this is on;y a fragment of my imagination.
A/N: It's been a while really and I guess I am in a mellow mood.
A/N2: English is NOT my mother language any mistake you see is all mine.
Title: I Long
Pairing: Jared Leto/ Colin Farrell
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: The men mentioned in this story belong to themselves this is on;y a fragment of my imagination.
A/N: It's been a while really and I guess I am in a mellow mood.
A/N2: English is NOT my mother language any mistake you see is all mine.

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Does anyone have any prompts to share?

Hi everyone!

I've been a member of this community for a while now, but I haven't participated or posted anything here yet. That said, I'd like to open up two spots for prompted writing. Basically, you give me a prompt, and I write a short story in return, probably something in the 300-500 word range. I'll post the stories here and in my personal journal, and I will give credit in the author's notes section to the person who submitted the prompt.

Specific, detailed prompts are loved! I have no qualms about writing explicit material, so anything from G-rated to NC-17 is fair game. For this round, I'd prefer to write Colin/Jared stories rather than stories involving their film characters; however, I am open to AU add-ons involving supernatural creatures (e.g., angels, vampires, werewolves, etc.). Just let me know what you have in mind, and I'll work with you. :)

If I happen to receive more than two prompts, that's fine, but I won't be able to get to a third, fourth, etc. prompt right away. The first two prompts will have priority.

Thanks!
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The Lovers

Postée à l'origine par westofhell sur The Lovers
Songfic inspired by the song The Lovers by the French band Indochine. It’s a cover of the song What Is This Thing Called Love by Editors. I actually used the original Editors lyrics because there is two more lines that I thought were important but the soundtrack I worked on was definitely Indochine’s. Nicola ( the singer ) may not have the best accent… but the music is far more melancholic and touching in my humble opinion. Tell me what you think. ;)

PS : I'm going through some health issues and will spend the next days in hospital. Sorry I'm not really active at the moment. I hope you will enjoy this little piece and I will come back soon.
XO



Title :                      The Lovers
Pairing:                   Colin / Jared
Rating:                    PG-13
Warning:                m/m, angst
No Beta:                All mistakes are mine.
Disclaimers:           Don't own them. Don't know them. Belong to themselves. Never happened. Product of my imagination. Blablabla English is not my first language. Music and lyrics belongs to Indochine and The Editors.
Comments are loved and help me improve my writing.



[The Lovers]




The Lovers :


It was too much and this time he would not go back. He had endured more than he was capable of in the past years but now… Now, it was over. He had thrown his former lover out of his life. For good this time.

You’re such a selfish bastard. All about you, precious rockstar. If you looked up you would see that the world doesn’t turn around your navel. But you’re too egocentric to see that.
To see what you have done to me. What you have done to us.

We could have been great. We could have been happy.

I changed for you. I tried to be a better man, a better lover, just for you. And what did you do ? You changed, for sure. You’re the more self-sufficient asshole the earth ever bared. You’re not the one I fell for in that faraway land.

We have been destroying each other for too long. What’s left of it ?
What’s left of us ?

I can’t handle it anymore. It’s been too long.
I've been your lover for the last time.
You know it’s not an easy choice.
And don’t like doing it.

I won’t change my mind this time. It’s over.
I’m sick of All the pretending.

It was a beautiful lie,
But God knows that we tried.

I’m so tired of fighting.
What would be left in the end ?

I’m the only one trying to hold us together, to patch things up. But now, it’s too late.
I've been the doctor for the last time.
I’m not a magician. Neither a physician.
Forgive my weakness.

It was a such beautiful lie…
If we weren't so good at it we'd have both been fine.
And we are... We played too much, always trying to hurt ourselves more. With white lies and omissions.
Another try, another scar. I don’t blame you, I have my part.
I’m responsible of your mistakes, you’re responsible of mine… Or maybe it’s the opposite…
I’m so confused this time.

Another fight,
I knock you down.
Reproach and doubts. And everything you’re lying about.
Bruise you with my words.
You fall, you cry, you leave me again.
I beg your pardon. I patch you up.
We’re fine again.
Now it's your turn.

Please don’t try to stop me. I’ve made my choice. I won’t go back.

Don’t use words you don’t understand.
What is this thing called love that you speak ?
We're out of it, we're out of it.
Did we ever know what it was about ? Are you even capable of love ? Did you ever fell so hard for someone you heart ached ? Did you felt it ready to explode from all the love it can’t even handle ? I don’t think you know how it feels…
What is this thing called love that you speak ?
I don’t think it means the same for the two of us.
We're out of it, we're out of it.

It’s been so long. After all this time… We always have been through up and downs. A lots of downs…
But the ups were so beautiful.
We built this city, hand in hand. With our kisses and hearts. Tears and sweat.
We built our secret kingdom, now we tear it to the ground.
Everlasting new beginning.
I would have done anything for you.
I was ready to spend the rest of my life with you… But that future seems to disappear like a dream in the morning.

This fight is over, but more will come. I hear the bell ringing out,
At the end of the final round.
It’s your turn to go down.

I can’t go back. You know how it goes. I forgive you, And you knock me down.
You fuck it up.
Cut me with a stare, sharp words and despair.
I leave, I flee, I hide my tears.
You patch me up.
Now it's my turn.
Everlasting new beginning…

Please, don’t hold me back. It’s for the best.
It would never change if I stay.
Don’t think it had been easy. Don’t think it makes me happy.


What is this thing called love that you speak ?
It never been more than lust.
It’s too late for the promises and love words.
We're out of it, we're out of it.
It’s my last proof of love.

Maybe we never belonged together, it was an illusion.
What is this thing called love that you speak ?
Our beautiful lie.
Cause we're out of it,
Our modern myth, we're out of it.

Colin took a last look around his house. It was a heart break to leave this place. But it was for the best. Suppress the temptation to go to him. Protect him from coming back here.
He sighed and took his luggage and got out without turning back. His plane would not wait for him.



New Dawn, New Hope - Chapter 7

NEW DAWN, NEW HOPE

Pairing : Colin/Jared or Alex/Phai or who you want to imagine.

Disclaimer : All ressemblance with real person will be totally fortuitous.
Rating : Rather M chapters
Warning : Suicide, language, sex, violence
Summary : A student obliged to prostitute to pay the debt of his father meets a former mercenary become an influent businessman. From this meet, will a new hope be born for the two of them ?
A/N : My muse was in hurry so I send you another chapter but shorter.

PrologueCh.1Ch.2Ch.3Ch.4 (part 1)Ch.4 (part 2)Ch.5Ch.6


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New Dawn, New Hope - Chapter 6

NEW DAWN, NEW HOPE

Pairing : Colin/Jared or Alex/Phai or who you want to imagine.

Disclaimer : All ressemblance with real person will be totally fortuitous.
Rating : Rather M chapters
Warning : Suicide, language, sex, violence
Summary : A student obliged to prostitute to pay the debt of his father meets a former mercenary become an influent businessman. From this meet, will a new hope be born for the two of them ?
A/N : Sorry, I know it’s been a while since I updated this story. I was really busy with other things.
This chapter is
dedicated to my dear friend fallmar.
I hope you will enjoy !

Chapter 6


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jared, leto

A very merry unbirthday...

A very merry Happy Birthday to our dear Colin ! A little one shot to celebrate...


Title :             A very merry unbirthday...
Pairing:            Colin / Jared
Rating:             NC-17
Warning:           m/m, slash, sex
No Beta:           All mistakes are mine.
Disclaimers:       Don't own them. Don't know them. Never happened. Product of my imagination. Blablabla English is not my first language.
Comments are loved and help me improve my writing.




[A very merry unbirthday...]He woke up to the smell of fresh coffee, bacon and eggs. He stirred his big frame on the bed before he got up and start to look around for his partner. He followed the delicious smell, but when he entered the kitchen, it was empty.

His breakfast was still warm on the counter, his coffee on a big mug next to his plate and a fresh pressed orange juice. He smiled as he approached the spot but quickly lost it when he saw a note from his beloved.

‘Sorry had to go, meeting at 9’. See you later. Xo J-‘

And that was it. Nothing more.

He took his phone on the counter and dialed his number but got the voicemail. He was a little disappointed, he had hoped to share a hearty breakfast with his love before they began their daily routine, but he was sure they would catch this up later.

He looked around, opened the door to the patio and sit on one of the step to smoke a cigarette. He knew it was not a good thing but couldn’t help himself and until Jared didn’t like when he smoked, he made the most of his absence to enjoy a quick smoke. He promised himself to stop smoking again... One day.

When his cigarette was over, he got up and returned to the kitchen to enjoy his breakfast. It was really good but eating alone was boring so he finished it quickly.

After a shower, he was on the road, behind the wheel of his black SUV, stuck on the traffic jam on his way for a meeting with his agent. He was playing with the radio when he heard a screech of tires and something hit the back of his vehicle.

‘What the fuck ?’

He got off the SUV and looked at the damaged car which just hit his. A distraught woman was getting off the car as well with a line of lipstick over her jaw. She was apologizing repeatedly and Colin had to calm her down.  His beloved SUV had a little scratch but the front of the car was way more damaged. After they found an arrangement, Colin was able to continue on his path.

He finally was forty five minutes late when he arrived at the tower building where his agent had his office.

The later told him he had no more time for him now and to take a new appointment. Colin was furious he had lost two hours on the traffic for nothing. Finally, the nice secretary found him an appointment in the same afternoon, an hour later.

Colin stayed around to not be late this time. He had a coffee at the nearest Starbuck and got back to the building tower.

He entered the office twenty minutes early but this time, it was his agent who was late.
After a more than an hour meeting, returned to his car really stressed. The meeting had gone really complicated. The movie project he was working on had been cancelled and the other propositions were shitty. The guy encouraged him to take one but Colin didn’t want to make a movie he didn’t like only for money. So they spent most of the interview arguing.

He was now on his way to his yoga class, Claudine must join him there. He would so enjoy it now, he so needed to realize the pressure.

He took his phone and dialed Jared’s number for the third time but got the voice mail again. He sighed and let his phone on the passenger sit.

He parked the car and took his sport bag on the back sit. A look at his phone and he saw a text from Claudine saying that she would not be at the yoga today. No explanations. Colin rolled his eyes.
He dialed Eamon’s number but the conversation was quickly cut because he was at work and busy and had no time to talk. Could that day be worse ?

During his yoga class, Colin sprained his ankle and fell heavily on his back. After he took a shower he found a text from Jared waiting on his phone :

‘Sorry, missed your calls. Really busy. Will return late. Don’t wait for me. Love U. J’

Once again, Colin was so disappointed. Yes, it could definitely be worse…

He then dialed Connor’s number to meet him but his friend told him he was on a meeting with a supplier in San Francisco but told him he would be back in the following hours and they could meet at the Connemara during the night.

Once again, Eamon was too busy and Claudine was as well.

Okay, he got it now. He would spend the night by himself at home. Not a drama. But he was really disappointed.

And his mother didn’t even called him !

He got back to his car, hobbling and headed to the grocery store. Since he was alone tonight, he would at least eat his favorite food.

As he was in the middle of the store, his phone rang. He hoped it was Jay but it was Connor.

- Hey buddy, I’m back earlier. Why don’t you join me at the Con’ ?
- Well… Yeah, why not ! I’m on my way.


He looked at what he had put in the basket, he hesitated on letting it in the middle of the section but he finally made it to the checkout. If he got back home early, he could eat it, and if he didn’t he would eat it later with his boyfriend.

It’s really grumpy that he entered the pub, he would definitely spend the rest of the fucking day here until the next day. Maybe tomorrow will be better…

‘And every fucking body, forgot ma damn birthday ! It’s just one day in the year…’ he sighed. ‘You’re just getting old, fucker. Nobody gives a damn about…’

He left the chin when a loud ‘Surprise !’ dragged him off his thoughts. And there they were ! Connor, Eamon , Claudine, Catherine, his mother and some friends. He looked around stunned but he didn’t saw the one he wanted to see. They had closed the pub to have it just for them.

Every person came to wish him a happy birthday. He ended up with a party hat on the head and confetti everywhere.

He looked around again and Claudine who was close told him :

- I’m sorry, he is not here… He is stuck at work.

Colin couldn’t hide his disappointment. He tried and enjoyed the little surprise party they made for him. It was more like a drinks party than anything else. They did a toast and had a drink or two. They gave Colin his presents and after an hour or two, people started to leave. It was short but at least they didn’t forget. Connor pretended he had to close the pub because of personal issues and they ended the party here.

Colin headed back home a little less disappointed but still bitter about his boyfriend absence.
He parked his truck on the side of the house and entered the front door. It was dark inside but a candle was lit by the pedestal table. A note was newt to it. Colin opened the paper and read :

‘Find me in the Arabian nights. Follow the light.’

He turned to see candles on the floor on the corridor. He didn’t forget. Of course, he wouldn't forget his birthday.
He followed them carefully and ended in the kitchen. It was empty and he found another note :

‘Keep searching.’

Colin followed other candles on the living room to the stairs where candles leaded upstairs. He followed them the bathroom where a note wrote ‘Nothing here’ was waiting for him and he found another one hanging at the bedroom handle.

‘You’re too impatient… ;)’

He finally gone downstairs again and saw that the candles led to the garden. The door was open and there were candles all around. Roses petals where added to it, forming a path to the patio, then around the pool. On the back was a tent, old style and a fire camp surrounded by pillows and carpets and a coffee table full of food and a teapot. Moroccan style.

And in the middle, he was here, standing in a dark green djellaba, his long hair floating around his angelic face.

Colin approached him and he smiled. Jared got closer and kissed him lightly.

- Happy birthday, love.
- I knew you wouldn’t forget…
- Of course, I wouldn’t ! I just wanted a little surprise party just for the two of us.
- Thank you,
he kissed him. It was the worst day ever !
- Was it ?
- Yeah ! You weren’t here in the morning, I had a car accident, the movie I was working on has been canceled, I argued with Josh for an hour, I twisted my ankle and hurt my back at the yoga…
- Wow, what ? All of that today ?
- Yeah ! And you didn’t even answered the damn phone and you told me wouldn’t be here tonight and you weren’t with the others.
- Poor, love. I’m sorry. I needed a little more time to get my surprise ready.
- I understand, thank you.
- Do you like it ?
- Yes… It’s really beautiful… And meaningful. You are gorgeous.
- Come.


Jared took his hand to lead him to the table. He gave him a second djellaba.

- Why don’t you make yourself comfortable while I serve us some mint tea ?  He sat on the pillows and serve them as Colin disappeared in the tent.

The inside was beautiful. A big bed, incense, candles, flowers, rose petals… Everything was perfect. Colin smiled as he saw massage oil on the bed.
He took off his clothes, keeping just his underwear and put on the silk fabric. It always felt so good on his skin.

He recognized one of the djellaba Jared bought when they were in Morocco. It was old now but still good.

When he joined Jared, he was waiting for him with a smile. He patted the pillows next to him for Colin to sit.

- You look good, my king.
- Thank you, love. But you look way better !
- Are you hungry ?
he asked as he uncovered plates full of Moroccan specialties.
- Yeah ! You didn’t forget anything… I saw something on the bed… he said playfully.
- Later, if you are a good boy.
- I’m always a good boy !

Jared had ordered some typical dishes from Morocco : Tajine, vegetables Briks, Zaalouk…
Then they shared some sweets : Cornes de gazelles, Chebbakias and Makrouts. Feeding each other little bites between honey tasting kisses, facing the sunset over the city.

When the meal was finished, they cuddled on the pillows until the sun completely disappeared.
Jared took an envelope from between the pillows and handed it to Colin who had his head on his lap.

- Happy birthday, love.
- What is that ?
- Your present.
- I don’t need a present, I have you.
- Open it.


And he did. He took what was inside off of it and looked what it was gob-smacked. There was a picture of the hotel they were staying in Melilla. Colin frowned but kept looking at what was in his present.

It got along with two planes tickets. From Los Angeles to Marrakech. A smile illuminated Colin’s face.

- Do you want to go back to Morocco with me ? Jared asked softly.
- Sure ! Of course, I want ! It’s such a great present. I love this place. We have so much memories here !
He sat up and hugged him tight.
- When are we going ?
- Tomorrow ?
- Like… Tomorrow, tomorrow ?
- Yes… ? Is it a problem ?
- No. Not at all. I will follow you to the end of the world.
- Would you follow me inside the tent to begin with ?
- It would be my pleasure…


Jared grinded and got up, he took Colin’s hand to get him on his feet. They entered the tent hand in hand and Jared quickly lead him to the bed.

- Make yourself comfortable.

Colin got on the big bed and waited for his lover to join him. He lit some more candles before he did.

- Take this off, he said as he pulled on the djellaba. And roll on your belly.

Colin did as he was asked to. He settled on the mattress and sighed. Jared got astride him, sitting on his tights before Colin felt the oil running down his spine and soft hands spreading it on his skin.
They travelled on his nape and shoulder blades and all the way down his back. Petting, squeezing, rubbing, scratching too.

Then Jared moved and his hands massaged his feet, carefully, lovingly. Then they got up his ankles and calves. One leg, then the other. And his tights. Finally the playful hands stopped for a second before they took Colin’s shorts off. Then they came back to tickle the small of his back before they petted his buttock, making Colin quiver.

Jared kissed his nape and murmured in his ear :

- Turn around.

Colin did and Jared got back on him. The Irishman put his hands on the other waist but quickly were batted away. Jared took one of his hands and massaged it, up to his arm. Then, the other one.
Next, he rubbed his chest, over the soft nipples and down the belly. He ran a finger around his navel and Colin felt his manhood react quite happily.

Jared smiled and spread the oil on his hips on the way to his tights. This time he began at knee length and got up slowly. When his hands reached the upper part of his tight, Jared leaned over him to kiss him deep and long while his hand found its way to his erected manhood seeking for attention.

The first stroke gave a start and everything went quick after that. Colin’s hands opened Jared’s djellaba and he found him naked under it.

It was his turn to travel his hands over to the loved body, slowly and lovingly. Then his lips were on his neck and their body rubbing against the other.

They were soon hot and bothered, ready for more. Soon, Colin rolled on top of his lover and soon he took him with all the love and tenderness he was capable of.

And they made love, deep and hot, intense and wild. Groans and moans as hands clenched to the silk sheets. Words of desire as body worked together to reach the blessed moment of ecstasy.  Words of love during the moment of fullness in the aftermath.

They still had plenty hours to celebrate before they leaved for the airport. And they made sure they would be tired enough to sleep during the flight… So they could celebrate again in Morocco.




Happy birthday to this beautiful man with a golden heart.


pic : Colin in Morocco, 2003.
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Thailand: The Wish

Tile: Thailand: The Wish
Pairing: Jared Leto/ Colin Farrell
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: The men that are mentioned in this story belong to themselves this is only a fragment of my imagination.
Warnings: m/m, Non graphical slash sex.
A/N: I wrote this story for Colin's birthday and I gotta say Happy Birthday baby:* <3
A/N 2: This is kind of a follow up for my stories Thailand and Thailand: Impact but you can read it without reading the other two.
A/N 3 :English is NOT my mother language any mistake you see is all mine.

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With Love

Title: With Love
Pairing: Jared/Colin
Rating: NC-17 for violence
Disclaimer: The men mentioned in this story belong to themselves this is only a fragment of my imagination.
Warning: Angst, violence. **Character Death**
A/N: This story is based on 30 Seconds To Mars's song Up In The Air.
A/N 2: English is NOT my mother language any mistake you see is all mine.

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